Living for God is tough

I am really going to try to follow God and live for him. It's so tough, though. I don't want to go to hell. I don't want to make God angry. I'm a liar, a thief, a blasphemer, and an adulteress. I am just as bad as a murderer in God's eyes. I'm sorry God. I just keep messing up. I'm asking for your forgiveness today and praying you will give me strength to stay on the right path. It's so hard when some of my best friends have different religious beliefs. I don't want to lose them. So long as I stay strong to what I believe in I should be okay. Lord help me.

This morning several people annoyed the heck out of me at work. Thank you for helping me keep my cool and not go crazy.

Also, thank you God for not allowing me to break any bones today on the jungle gym thingy. That was scary falling on my booty and leg. But it helped me realize you are watching out for me and my life is in your hands. I will try to stay on the right path, I promise Lord. Amen