more worries

• Hey there momma. Not much going on here, my usual midweekly blog. The past few days have been okay, not a whole lot of excitement. I went to the gym both Monday and Tuesday morning, and I may hit the gym again today. Dad's got a doctor appointment this afternoon so I don't know how much sleep I'll be getting. I'm really nervous about it since the doctor's supposed to discuss the results of his CT scan last week. I'm hoping for the best. Even if it's not the best, we'll deal with it step by step. Dad doesn't deserve to get sick right after losing you, it's just not right. You didn't deserve to get sick and die either. *sigh* I know it's all part of God's plan and all, but he sure is testing us right now.
  
• I've been having bad dreams lately, mostly about what happened to you and bad stuff happening to Dad. It's all part of the psychological process I suppose, but it still sucks. God's forcing me to face my fears head on, both in my subconscious and in real life. It's part of maturing as a Christian and a human being, but man this is tough. But I still save face and play the funny person to everyone, can't let em know I'm hurting. Well I kinda am by writing this and they read it, but oh well. I express myself so much better in writing than talking about it. Cathy's the same way.
  
• Well I'm gonna get going now, say what's up to God and grandma and everyone for me. Send a prayer request for me for Dad, I know you're watching over us and maybe you can pull some weight on his CT results. If not, well God does what he does. Okay talk to ya later. :-)
  

stuck in the middle

• Hey there momma, back from my weekend. It was pretty fun. On Friday night I went with Davina to the Edwardian World's Faire in San Francisco. It was raining pretty hard and we had to run 6 blocks, getting soaked all the way. I had a fun time. There were hot dudes on stilts and kids doing acrobatics. I took a few pics, I need to load them on Myspace. Davina made me look like some early 20th century schoolmarm. Haha.
  
• On Saturday morning I worked in San Fran, then Cathy picked me up at Bayfair BART and we headed off the Jenny and Mikey's house for their son Chayse's birthday. It was cool, we saw Cliff and his mom so we had someone to talk to. Oh by the way, the alignment on Cathy's car is wonky again so she has to get it fixed, she's borrowing your van. I'm sure that's okay with you. Anyway after that we got Wendys and went home to watch TV. I was in bed before 10pm but I was exhausted.
  
• Sunday I took Dad and Michelle up to your gravesite in Sebastopol. They don't have your marker yet, but we put roses there and on Grandma's grave too. Michelle got emotional, but that's just how she is. Then we had lunch at Foster's Freeze and got coffee at Starbucks. It was funny since it rained on the way up there and again when we left, but while we were in Sebastopol, no rain at all. Thanks Mom. Later on I came home and did more straightening, then took a nice long nap, got up, made dinner, and went to work.
  
• I will hit the gym after work today. I usually don't go on Mondays but Tricia asked if I was going, and I ate way too much crap over the weekend. So I'll do that for 40 min or so and then go home and mop the floors. Oh my god my life is so exciting, huh?
  
• Well I do miss you as always. Michelle and Cathy have been bickering about money and crap, wish you were still here to yell at both of them. Now I'm the one stuck in the middle. "Tell Cathy blah blah blah.. " "Oh yeah.. well tell Michelle this!" (flips me the bird) Oh well Momma, such is life.
  

oh poopy

• Hey there Momma. TGIF. I'm so glad the weekend is here. The last few days have kept me pretty busy, but that's okay. Makes life interesting. Wednesday morning I went to Walmart, Kinko's, Luckys, Starbucks and Longs with Michelle and Dad. Usual errands and groceries, like we always do. By the time I got my car loaded with groceries and almost home I had to drop off some extra food at Uncle Jim's house. That guy can talk forever. Kept me there for like 30 minutes. Not his fault, I think the talking and wackiness factor has to be genetic. Anyway, I got in bed by like 1pm and got up at 9pm in time to do dishes, make dinner and watch Criminal Minds. It was the last new episode for a while. I don't know if you remember that a month before you passed the Writer's Guild went on strike. Well they are still on strike and there aren't any new episodes of most shows. If they reach an agreement soon we may get a few more this season. This even threatens the pilots for new shows in the fall. Craziness
• On Thursday morning I went to the gym with Tricia. This was her first time at Bally in San Leandro. I had a lot of fun and got more of a workout since I was showing her stuff and wanted to show off my muscular bod. Hahaha. After that I went to Fernando's house and we watched Balls of Fury with Grace and Joey too. I've noticed that Fernando has been the most supportive friend ever, both him and Grace. He's becoming almost like a guidance counselor. Helping me look at my finances, giving me self help and spiritual advice. God truly gave me a gift to have him as a friend. And no I'm not saying any of you others are not great friends, just right now he's standing out more than others. Oh yeah, he and Grace gave me a stuffed Alf doll. So awesome. Later on Thursday night TJ bought 3 pies and got a banana cream one just for me. I love pie. I know you'd love to hear about that one.
  
• I do feel good about myself because I went to the gym three days this week. I also feel like a fattie (yeah the normal fat rant coming.. ) since I've gained like 6 lbs for no reason. Okay the pie factor don't help, but in general I try to eat healty. Lots of veggies, barely any salt. But it's like ARRRGH. I want to live and not restrict myself. Diets make me miserable. Why does my body keep doing this? Oh poopy. That's my usual fat rant that I go on at least once a month. I know what you would say Mom. "At least you're trying, but you need to eat, are you getting enough meat?" I don't know why Mom but you always thought I didn't get enough protein. You also would probably interject with .. "It's cold outside for God's sake put on that heavy jacket I bought you last year." I remember you oh too well.
  
• This weekend will be pretty fun. Tonight is the Edwardian Festival thing in San Francisco. Davina is going to give me a bit of a makeover and we're going to see what interesting things can be found there. I'll take some pictures. Saturday morning I'm working then I'm going with Cathy to Antioch for Jenny's kid's bday party. Sunday we're going to the cemetary in Sebastopol (we meaning myself Michelle and Dad) to bring you flowers since your bday is on the 29th. So I'll have an interesting report on Sunday night. Talk to you later, say hi to Heath Ledger if you see him.. he's kinda hot.
  

grocery shopping today.. whoopee

• Hey there mama, long time no talky. Okay I talk to you all day long but I mean in my blog, silly. The last few days have been pretty fun. On Monday morning I went to breakfast at JD's in Castro Valley with Davina. I had an egg white omelette with avacado and tomatoes, so good. It came with pancakes and I got a bagel. I had to eat the bagel later that night though, I was too stuffed. After breakfast we went to Trader Joe's since Davina needed groceries and back to my place. I could have gone to the gym but I was pooped. We watched Night Shift with Michael Keaton, Henry Winkler and Shelly Long since Davina hadn't seen it. She slept through most of it.
  
• On Tuesday morning I hit the gym (yay!) and then hung out with Fernando and baby Joey for a few hours. Joey's getting so big and trying to talk. He loves oatmeal, grapes, chicken.. well let's say he has his daddy's appetite. Then I went home and went to bed.
  
• Nothing else too thrilling going on. This morning I'm taking Dad and Michelle grocery shopping and running various errands. I'm hoping to be in bed around noonish. We'll just see. Dad has his CT scan thing on Friday morning, so we're praying for good results. I still think about you everyday before I go to sleep, and dream about you too. For some reason in my dream yesterday you had a bunch of jewelry on and kept trying to make me put it on too. Interesting. Talk to ya soon. :)
  

average weekend

• Hey there momma. Back from my weekend. It was pretty cool, although I feel uber guilty about the food I ate. Let's see on Friday I didn't get in bed until about 11am due to all the errands I was running with Dad and Michelle. I got up at 4pm since I had a dinner reservation with Noelle and Michelle for Claimjumper there in Fremont at 6pm. It was some GOOD food, as usual. I got the pot roast, and we all split lots of garlic cheese bread. I had some kind of english toffee pudding for dessert. You know me, I can't pass up dessert. Then we perused Frys Electronics and Walmart there in Fremont. I was good and only got a white trash mini-action figure thing out of the machine at Frys and a soda at Walmart. Why am I telling you all this in great detail? I don't know. Well anyway, after that we went back to my house and played with Spencer and Alf for a bit, then I finished up My Dad, The Angel, and Me starring Judge Reinhold and Carol Kane, then went to bed.
  
• Saturday morning I worked in San Fran, then came home and didn't do much the rest of the day. This was fine with me since I do need relaxation. I did some housework and did take a walk, though. I spent the rest of the evening watching movies like Downtown starring Anthony Edwards and Office Space because it was on Comedy Central. It was pretty fun.
  
• On Sunday morning I was a good girl and went to church. Davina and Shuki (Davina's momma) met me there. The sermon was about resisting the Devil's temptation which is everywhere. I took that to heart, lemme tell ya. After that, I went home and did a little more housework, then went for another walk down to the duck pond. Did I mention I hit the gym on Friday morning? So I've been exercising all weekend. Yay! The rest of my Sunday I spent napping and starting on my Criminal Minds book.. Jump Cut.. the first 20 pages have been good, so far.
  
• Ya know I had a dream about you last night? I had a baby and named it after you, and it was weird because you were right there holding it. Interesting. Well thanks for stopping by my subconscious, and feel free to do that anytime. :) Talk to ya soon momma.
  

thinking happy thoughts

• Hey there momma. Well another work week behind me. Not that I'm doing a lot of work while at work, but you know that already. Actually a while ago I was doing a lot of bible study, catching up for the weekend. I read the last three chapters of Genesis and the first 3 chapters of Mark. My bible study guide likes to switch it up between the Old and New Testaments.
  
• The last few days have been okay. Wednesday afternoon Dad had a follow-up with Dr. Athos, he was being kind of a jerk and seemed to have an attitude. The good thing that came out of it is that Dad's COPD is mild, and is O2 level is high. Thursday morning he went to have a chest x-ray, just as part of the follow up since he was in the hospital with pneumonia just a year ago. A few hours later we went to Dr. Robertson for a check-up and his assistant noticed something in his left lung. She talked to the radiologist who took his x-ray earlier and they said there was a mass there. We're thinking it's probably scar tissue since his lungs got pretty messed up from the serious pneumonia plus all that smoking. We're hoping it's not something else. He has to get blood work done this morning and will probably get a CT scan on Monday. I'm pretty sure this isn't serious and am praying really hard right now. The worst thing we need now is to lose Dad. I'm going to keep thinking positive thoughts. Things are just starting to get back to normal, we don't need anyone else getting sick.
  
• Other than that giant worry looming over me this weekend, I think I'll have a nice relaxing few days. Tonight I'm going out with Noelle and possibly Michelle to dinner at Claimjumper and maybe hanging out somewhere there in Fremont. Saturday morning I'm working in San Fran and then Cathy's dragging me to Jenny and Mikey's kid's 2nd birthday in Antioch. It should be interesting. Sunday I'm going to church and I'll probably go walking and do housework. So yeah Mom that's my update from down here, in case you missed anything. Talk to ya later!!
  

another ordinary day

• Hey there momma, what's up? Okay that was stupid. I know what's up, you're in heaven. Well anyway moving on from that awkward beginning.. life is doing pretty okay. Not a whole lot going on. Monday morning I took Spencer to the vet for shots and a check up. He's doing just great. He has to go for more shots on Feb 11th. Ironic since that's when Grandma died 17 years ago. Oh well. He really likes the Dr. Bridgeport though, he was kinda whiny in the car on the way there but was perfectly fine once we got in the waiting room. He was purring while she was examining him, it was cute. Monday night I came into work early and did almost a 12 hour shift. Victoria was sick.
  
• Tuesday morning after leaving work about 30 minutes early I hit the gym and did some cardio and some ab work. I know my abs are there somewhere under my belly fat. Haha. Anyway after that I picked up Michelle and Dad and we did our weekly grocery run. We actually are learning how to budget. Hallelujah it's a miracle, I know. I got a new bra and more Muppet underwear there at Walmart. I'm wearing Miss Piggy right now. Great huh? Dad just loved being in the women's underwear department for those 10 minutes. Haha. After Walmart we went to Luckys and didn't spend that much like we sometimes do. I got veggies, cereal, milk, ice cream, all that necessary stuff. Then I went home and went to bed. Tuesday night I got up, made some grilled chicken wraps for dinner, did some dishes, watched Scrubs and Coming Unglued starring Judge Reinhold, then took a nap before work. And yeah here I am.
  
• Cathy got an awesome tattoo on her calf with your face on it. It must have cost a lot of money. I'm pondering getting one, but um not that detailed. Looked painful. I think about you everyday, and miss you so much. Sometimes I wake up and wish it was all just a bad dream, ya know. I was like that when Grandma died too. This is going to sound odd but when Grandma died, good came out of it. We would have never become best friends with Fernando and Michael if she hadn't died and we hadn't have moved in across the street from them. Everything happens for a reason. So there was a reason God took you when he did. He didn't want you to suffer anymore of course, but there are other reasons we don't know about yet. That's okay, I trust in God and I know he's got a purpose for everything that happens.
  

finally laid to rest

Hey momma, me again. I had a pretty good weekend, considering the circumstances. Friday night I hung out with Noelle, Michelle, Jolene and Amanda. We went to the Great Mall in Milpitas. I was bad and had Burger King for dinner on the way down there. Then I had a cookie and a brownie mocha thing at the Nestle Toll House booth. I was BAD. We had a lot of fun walking around, though. I got a Bert & Ernie decal for my back window, either TJ or Noelle will help me put it on this week.

On Saturday was your burial in Sebastopol. In attendance were myself, Michelle, Dad, Cathy, Amy, Fernando, Grace, little Joey and of course Jerry led the service. Or is it Gerry? I've always spelled it with a J. Anyway, yeah we cried a lot. I was surprised that Fernando and Grace drove all the way up there. Guess I know who my true friends are. Not that the rest of you are not my true friends. Fernando just insisted on coming and he's one of my best friends ever. The service was beautiful, Jerry did a great job. I showed Fernando where Grandma Joe, Grandpa George, Uncle Walt, Aunt Betty, and our great grandparents are buried. He thought it was pretty neat. I don't know morbid it is that I took pics of everyone's plaque/marker thing. I know Kim and Elaine will probably want to see them. After the service we went for lunch at Subway. TJ got called into work, left early, sped all the way up there, and somehow found us there. He was too late for the service, but the effort that he made getting up there showed he really cares. You meant a lot to him, ya know. After lunch we drove back and I dropped off Dad, Michelle and Uncle Jim. Oh yeah, Uncle Jim was singing some songs from Macarthur Park about leaving a cake out in the rain. Really loud. While I was stuck in traffic. I can see the weirdness is hereditary. Haha. Later on in the afternoon I did a little housework, then Cathy and Amanda came over, so did Jeff. Cathy, Amanda and I played Uno while watching Scrubs, some Lifetime movie about a fat girl winning homecoming queen, and SNL. Cathy made me take like 3-4 shots of rum, so I was interesting. I know you don't approve of us getting plastered, and I'm sorry.

On Sunday morning I went to church. You always encouraged me to go and I'm glad that I went. The music was poppin and the message was great. Talking about how we need to do what God asks us to do. When he speaks, we need to listen and obey even if it doesn't make sense, even if we're afraid. Amen to that. Later on Davina came over and we walked to the duck pond, and around it for a while. Then we went to Rasputins and I got Holy Man (since you know how I love Jeff Goldblum) and Downtown starring Anthony Edwards. He's hot but his hair looked just like TJ's so it's hilarious. I haven't watched that one yet, I will on Tuesday or something. Then I took a nice long nap and went to work. Yay.




Here's all of us at the cemetery. That light shining down on us must have been you. :)


Uncle Jim serenading me with his coffee.

• Hey there momma. Well it's the end of another work week for me. It's been a pretty good one I would say. Let's see Wednesday I didn't get in bed until after noon, then got up around 7ish. Watched some TV, did housework, made food, went to work. After work on Thursday morning Michelle and I went walking to the duck pond over by my house. You would love it there, momma. Especially the mallards. I think one of these days I'll take Dad over there, he loves birds and stuff. After our walk I took Michelle on a few errands then home for sleep. Thursday evening I got up around 6, took a shower, and made a bombass dinner. Scrambled eggbeaters, 2 pieces of bacon (Luckys had a great promotion where they were giving away free food like eggs, bacon, lettuce, carrots if you spent a certain amount of $$. So yeah I got bacon, a head of lettuce and carrots.), sauteed onions, salsa, cheese and lettuce. All wrapped up in some tortillas. So freakin good. Then Davina called and we went to Bakers Square. She had dinner, I just had some apple cheesecake pie and an iced tea. Then we went to Target but I was good and didn't buy anything. We stopped by Rasputins but the close earlier now, major bummer. Also went to Starbucks and I got an iced sugarfree caramel latte. I asked for decaf but they forgot. I hate that. So I was kinda wired for a while. Then we came back to my place and I watched Whos The Boss while she checked her email. And now, I'm here at work. I'm doing more bible study, working on Genesis. Jacob and Esau, good stuff.
  
• I've been in a really great mood and I'd like to thank god for that. I'm truly blessed to have family and friends who care and are helping me through this. I'd also like to note that Michelle has helped SO MUCH lately with the arrangements for you, Mom. Lots of paperwork I don't like dealing with. I'm sure you're proud of her. Your burial is tomorrow afternoon. Jerry's coming up with his wife, Cathy, TJ and I think Amy are going in Cathy's car, and I'm driving Michelle, Dad and Uncle Jim (your bro, not Dad's bro). By the way Dad's brother has gangrene on his butt, have I mentioned that? I know you'd find that amusing. LMAO. Anywhoo, it'll be nice to have some closure you know, to know that you're laid to rest with grandma and grandpa, and Uncle Walt. Dad said he can't wait to be with you again. It wrenches my heart to hear that. I know someday he will be, but not anytime soon hopefully. I can't stand losing too many people at once, dude.
• Well gotta go. I've been watching 80s videos like Toto singing Rosanna. "Meet you all the way.. Rosanna yeah.. " Remember that one? Of course you do we used to listen to that in the car on KYUU back in the day. That and Lionel Richie, Steve Winwood, all the good stuff. Those were the days, when you used a lot of hairspray. And that jammin red/gold striped shirt and your designer jeans from JC Penney. And your white Reeboks. You were stylin. Sometime soon I wanna bombard your room (well you and Dad's) and find more older pics so I can scan them. That would be awesome. Okay well talk to ya later. Love ya.
  

i just keep on smiling

• Hey mom it's me again. The last few days have been pretty okay. Monday I didn't do a whole lot. Just made dinner, watched lots of TV, came to work. After work on Tuesday morning Michelle and I went walking to the duck pond near my house. Sorry I never got to show you where it is. After that we took Happy to the vet to get his nails clipped and pick up some more ointment for his back. I made an appointment for Spencer to get his other shots for next week. Tuesday afternoon my boss at KDFC called and asked if I could run the board for the symphony, and of course I said yes. You know how much I work, I'm insane. So I worked in San Francisco from 7-11pm, then came back to work here in Oakland. I gave Victoria a ride home and here I am now. We're having satellite problems today so it's a little interesting. After work this morning I'm going walking with Michelle again, then it's grocery day. We're dragging Dad with us to Walmart and Luckys as usual. It'll be fun. Speaking of fun my dentist keeps calling for me to make an appointment to get more fillings done. Ugh. It just never ends, as you know. That's why I don't have time for relationships. Working + helping out the family + stuff I have to get done just takes up my time. I never sit at home feeling lonely or sad because I don't have a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend someday since I want to settle down and have kids. All most guys want is sex. I don't want to have sex until I'm married or practically there. Therefore I tend to avoid relationships since I know what most guys are after. It's like I want a relationship (since I want kids hella bad), but most guys don't want to settle down. So confusing. When you were my age you had been married for 9 years. Back in your day people actually did this thing called dating, then married and had sex. Nowadays its like everyone's doing it in middle school, practically. Sex everywhere. It's absolutely awful.
  
• Well Mom I think about you day and night. I have a few friends who are concerned about me since I keep lots of my feelings bottled up inside. I've always been that way. You were that way too. Even on your worst day you always had a great smile and something funny to say. I've always done exactly the same thing. My friend Tricia said something to me at your viewing.. "Whenever I see you, you're always smiling no matter what." That was an awesome compliment, since I know you were always that way too, Mom. I'm going to try and keep living your legacy every single day for the rest of my life. :)
  

had a fantastic weekend

• Hey Mom, I'm back. I had a great weekend. I was thinking about you a lot, as I always seem to do. Friday I didn't get much sleep since I had to take Dad and Michelle to Social Security in the middle of the day. Friday night I went to El Torito with Noelle and Michelle, it was yummy. They charge for extra tortillas now, how horrible. You know I love my tortillas. Afterward we went to Walmart, dropped off Michelle and back to Noelle's to watch TV and stuff. I watched a few eps of Criminal Minds with one of my TV boyfriends Dr. Reid (yeah that skinny dorky guy), and kinda snoozed through some Law & Order: Criminal Intent and Chip And Dale Rescue Rangers. One of the guys on Law & Order looks like Brad from work. Haha.
• Saturday morning I worked at KDFC, then drove off to Lodi to hang with Kimmie. Oh by the way, we are having horrible weather. Three storms this last weekend. On the way to Kimmie's it was raining pretty hard and really windy. But I had Jesus and you watching my back and I got there okay. I drove like an old person, so that strategy helped. Altamont Pass was kinda scary though. Anyway, I did have fun at Kimmie's. We watched the Sesame Street Pilot and The Great Outdoors (starring Dan Aykroyd and John Candy), then I went to Carl's Jr to get our dinner. I had a burrito with rice and beans. Later we watched Superman, National Lampoon's Last Resort (with Corey Haim and Corey Feldman.. we only watched for like an hour since it made no sense whatsoever), Katherine (starring Henry Winkler and Sissy Spacek and looked like an ABC Movie Of The Week from 1981 or something), an episode of Highway To Heaven (say hey to Michael Landon if you run into him), and three episodes of Punky Brewster.
  
• On Sunday we got up around 1pm and I went to Quizno's for our lunch. I had a turkey ranch swiss sandwich and a salad. Then we continued our movie marathon with Superman II. We played The Game Of Life while watching this one. I was an accountant, got married with a son. Interesting. Then I started drawing bad illustrations of various 80s icons that only Kimmie and I would understand. My favorite was Michael Landon trying to be a drug dealer, and the Greatest American Hero. Kimmie's sister and niece came over for a bit since Kimmie had to print something out for them. I bet they thought we were insane. Later I picked up A&W for dinner (I had a chicken sandwich and chili), and we watched Fast Times At Ridgemont High. Judge Reinhold is so dorky and cute. Then I drove back to San Lorenzo and got some food, and here I am.
  
• I still really miss you mom. Dad is still really upset that you're gone. You were his rock, you know. Now all he has is us three girls. He'll get through this. I will too. Love ya.
  

dear momma #1

• Hey mom, it's me. Just thought I'd write a blog here to let you know how things are going. Life is getting somewhat back to normal. I'm back at work, on Myspace 24-7 and talking to friends online. My friends are helping me so much with getting through this. I wake up everyday refreshed lately, happy to have another day. I guess that's a good thing huh? Then I feel guilty, since I'm here, and you're not. Not physically at least.
  
• The rest of the family's trying to cope. Dad's trying to be strong, but lately he's been so depressed. Very understandable, you two were married for 43 years. Now he just has us girls. It's been so hard to see him sit and cry thinking about you. Michelle is so great, she's taking so much responsibility. You know she's always tried to take charge and now it's a good thing. She's trying to fill your shoes in her own way and look after Dad and the household. Cathy is handling it the best way she can. She enjoys her solitude it seems. I love Cathy oh so much.
  
• It was weird at your viewing, seeing you laying there. I swear you looked like you were asleep, taking a nap. We kept carrying on for hours, talking, crying, laughing, hugging. And you just laid there. If only you could hear what some people were talking about, especially certain aunts going on about bodily functions. But I kept looking over at you from time to time, and you were still there.. dead. The finality just sucks sometimes you know.
  
• I only hope that I never ever forget you. I know some folks have lost loved ones, and memories fade. I don't want the memories to fade. The other night we were playing selections from Broadway musicals on KDFC, and all I could think about was you watching West Side Story and Picnic. I just ate a few Christmas cookies, and I remembered how we used to make cut-out Christmas cookies and decorate them, and I'd sneak little pieces of dough. I don't want these memories and pieces of you to slip away. I also remember your fudge you used to make. Oh man that was good. And carrot salad with the pineapple and raisins.. mmmmm. I'm hungry now. Oh yeah and in high school when you used to pack our lunches in the brown paper bags and make little illustrations and cartoons on them. That was awesome. I can write a novel of just the memories of you in my head. Like chaperoning my 4th grade field trip to Pier 39 in San Francisco, and I was the only girl in our group. Mark and Orazio bought that whoopie cushion, and you bought Antonio some little chocolate bottles with the liquor inside for his mom. Oh yeah by the way, Ms. Vollov, Mrs. Gamoso and her son Diony, Miss Pappalardo and Mrs. Siple all came to the viewing. Interesting to see all those teachers at once. They all seemed to mix up Michelle and Cathy but definitely remembered me. Haha. Guess I'm pretty hard to forget. Oh yeah, did I mention I actually wore a skirt? Yeah shocking but true. Even Terry was impressed.
  
• Well enough for today I guess. I have plenty of memories to share in my next blog to ya and I hope to never forget them. Your burial was supposed to be this weekend, but the forecast predicts lots of rain and wind and crap, so it's postponed until the 12th. I've decided to visit Kimmie this weekend instead and have some fun. I love you so much and I hope you're having a blast up there with Grandma, Jesus, and everyone else. Did you say hi to John Ritter yet? You always liked him. Until next blog (and I talk out loud to you all day long, it seems).. I love ya!!

Lisa

P.S. Kim had baby Joshua the day after Xmas, he looks really cute. And no Caden didn't come to the viewing, Terry didn't want her covering everyone in stickers, including you. Ya never know, 3 year olds are a trip.