it's gonna be okay

Well we heard some semi-bad news about my mom yesterday. She has to go back on dialysis again. Either that or die. So yeah she has to start again next week. Basically her kidney function is going to shit again. Right after she got out of the hospital 3 years ago she was on dialysis for a year, then her kidney function went up and she got to stop. Apparently it's down again. Yesterday everyone in my family was so scared that mom is going to die, even my dad cried. And he never cries. I have the feeling that as long as mom obeys the doctor's orders, she'll be okay. Today she seemed in better spirits, and went shopping with Michelle and my dad.

I was also in a pissy mood yesterday because some fucker was making fun of me on Youtube. I basically posted videos on there because I wanted an online host for them. Some 17 year old emo girl decided to be mean and called me a cow, etc. Even though I have a tough exterior and have a positive attitude, it still hurts when I get called names. That bitch needs to get a life, for real.

On a positive note, I hung out with Cathy, Amy, Michelle, and Sean earlier tonight. They gave me a makeover and I look cute. I'll post pictures soon, I promise. Our friend Dave was telling Amy that one of the guys at his halloween party was asking about me. Maybe we can go on a triple date. I would be so nervous, but it's worth it, I'd love to go out and meet new guys.

This weekend should be cool. Tommorrow I'm goin to Applebees with work folks. Saturday of course I work in the morning then I'm doing a bit more Xmas shopping with Michelle. Sunday morning I work at KKIQ, then I work here again Sunday night. Not too much excitement this weekend, but I'll still have fun nonetheless.