sometimes im up, sometimes i'm down

• Mom's still in ICU, hanging on as hard as she can. We're all praying and hangin tough, since that's the only thing left to do. Why this has to happen around Christmas, I don't understand. My future Christmases are all going to be hard, but I'm going to get through it. I have the best friends and family in the world, I swear. I love all you guys so much.
  
• I'm feeling so much better today then I was yesterday. Yesterday stunk. All I wanted to do was sleep, and that I did. Like 10 hours on Tuesday, and about 10 hours on Monday too. I did actually wake up at 3:30pm so I had time to get ready and see my mom at the hospital for about 30 minutes, then went to a work dinner at Applebees in Alameda. That was fun and kept my mind off things. I'm apparently the resident network control comedian so folks expected me to fire off wisecracks right and left, and I did just that. I'll try to post pics and maybe a video tomorrow. I know my boss and Victoria also took pics and I'll get em from them in the next day or so.
  
• This morning I'm planning to hit the gym and visit my momma, then go home, start some laundry and hit the hay. Not too thrilling, but I do need the sleep.