Wednesday, March 14, 2007

hate being a fatass

ok..

  1. I had fun with Amy on Tuesday night. We ate dinner at Carrows then got some makeup at Walgreens. After that we drove around and listened to music from my iPod. I played lots of NKOTB. Haha.
  2. I went to the gym on Tuesday morning, and I'm planning on going this morning as well. I'm also planning on going Thursday and Friday.
some days just suck..
  1. I took my car into the dealership on Monday morning so they could take a look at it. They gave me a ride back to my house. My car is still at the dealership, and it's Wednesday morning. Two days there, they still can't find the problem. My battery is leaking a little acid, but "that's not the problem". I think they assume I'm clueless. All I know is I better get my damn car back today. It better be working. I can't afford a new car. Not when this car is nearly paid off.
  2. For some reason unknown, tons of stupid kids have been watching my videos on Myspace. They have been making lots of rude comments about my weight. Yes I know, I'm the one who posted the videos, I just didn't realize how many mean people are out there. Especially the young ones. I have never felt the compulsion in my 26 years of life to say something mean like that to another human being. Yes I've called people names to their face when I'm angry. Everyone does that. I have never walked up to a total stranger and said "Hey you're ugly." or "Damn, you're fat." That's the equivalent of what these kids did. It's just plain wrong. Ok I'm 26 and had years of being made fun of in junior high and high school, that's why I'm so glad it's over with. I feel like I'm right back in high school again. It's terrible.