life is hard

• Good news Momma, Dad doesn't have cancer/tumors. He has emphysema and lots of scarring like we thought. Thank God. Okay emphysema isn't good, but we knew he had that before. His oxygen levels are great and I'm going to try to take him on walks when I can during the week.
  
• I'm really pooped, I didn't get much sleep today at all. Well I did, but it was in 2 hour increments. Got more teeth filled on Thursday, slept, then took Cathy's car to be worked on, then came home and made dinner and watched TV, then slept a bit more. Oh yeah, we were having issues since Cathy's car repairs are gonna be like $1000. I'm paying for it and Dad's paying me back. I really had to twist his arm though. Wish you were still here, you would have handled things right away like you always did. Cathy's been really upset lately, she asked me how I deal with all this crap that goes on in my life. Before I could answer her she was on the phone with Amy again. Anyway yeah, I just pray a lot, try to fill my time by helping out others and hanging out with friends. That's all you can do, ya know. It ain't easy. No one said life would be. Cathy and I did agree that you're probably somewhere in God's version of Hawaii (which is indeed heaven on earth) relaxing on the beach with Grandma and everyone. Drink a mai-tai for me. I wonder if they have booze in Heaven? Hmmm.
  
• This weekend should be fun. I'm going to dinner with Noelle and Michelle tonight at Quinn's Lighthouse. I think I told you about that place before, I went there last year with Brad and Victoria. After dinner we're probably doing a little shopping. Saturday I'm working then going to Lodi to hang out with Kimmie. I wish you would have gotten to meet her, she's really an awesome person. Okay I'm outta here for now.. not physically but I'm done with my blog. I almost wrote blob. Hahaha. I'm such a nerd, huh? Love ya!!