happy to be me

Yay

• Well things are looking up for now. I'm not as pissed off as I was a few days ago. I got my Zune player all configured and such, and I'm adding tons of music every day. Still need to get back to the guy at the dealership about my XM radio, guess I'll call him later this morning. I also got 8 1/2 hrs of sleep on Tuesday, that did help greatly.
  
• Oh and I did go to the gym on Tuesday too, and I'm planning on going Wed-Fri too. I know I haven't lost much weight, but I have lost inches, that's for sure. No matter what the hardcore "I'm going to diet until I die" folks say, I think I'm doing good. I used to be a whole lot fatter last year.. look at some of my older pics. Also, I've come to the conclusion that I'll never be a size 2.. probably not a size 12 even. If I got down to a size 16 I'd pass out from shock. I am fat, yes.. but I am so big boned and muscular. I'm built like an NFL defensive tackle, just a lot shorter and with boobs. Yes I have a big tummy and a big booty, but my arms/legs are pretty muscular. And I have very broad shoulders. According to that BMI thing I'm like almost 100 lbs overweight. If I lose 30 lbs, that will be a miracle. This turned into another rant, didn't it? Haha.
  

Boo

• Nothing really bad to report at all. I have that doctor appt on Friday and I'm nervous. That's about it. Ugh.