Thursday, September 27, 2007

whoo weekend

  • Hooray the weekend is upon us. This is gonna be one doozy of a weekend, due to the big moving day on Saturday. I have anywhere from 2-4 volunteers, depending on who shows up. This will be interesting, I promise you. I still will be doing my part-time gigs on top of moving, that's how insane I am. I'm also attending Noelle's bday party tonight and possibly hanging out with Mikey. Sunday I'll be doing my airshift at KKIQ and cleaning my old place (well cleaning as much as I can, anyway. Not expecting miracles) I also have A LOT of laundry to do, probably won't even start it until Monday morning at my new place. Oh the fun.
  • I got more packing done tonight. Packed all of my nonperishable food, and all of my dishes. I'm probably unplugging the TV and computer, etc tonight before I go to bed. I want everything ready to go on Saturday afternoon. I guess I'm too organized/systematic, but that's how my personality is, I always have a plan.
  • Other than my moving excitement, life is the same. I'm still fat, my parents are still hanging in there and I'm still taking them places all the time. I'm still working 3 jobs and I still have an unnatural obsession with Jeff Goldblum. That's life in a nutshell. Next time you hear from me, I'll be an official resident of San Lorenzo once again. (I lived there 9/03 - 9/05 in case you guys didn't know that) Hooray!




Monday, September 24, 2007

I like crap! I love crap! I need crap!

  • Well here I am on an early Monday morning jammin to Michael McDonald and blogging. Boy am I pooped. I've been up since 4:30am yesterday not counting my one hour nap in the afternoon. My weekend was pretty routine. I got A LOT of boxes moved to the new place, at least 2 vanloads. And a vanload of stuff got dropped off at the Salvation Army. I will be moving the last of my stuff + my furniture this Saturday. Yay.
  • What else has been going on? Not a whole lot, really. Saturday I worked at KDFC and then did a lot of loading/unloading crap in my parents' van. Then I went home for a Goldblumathon, but Cathy convinced me to meet her at the Iron Horse for a few drinks (I already had started one there at home, but after all that moving I felt I needed it). I had a few more drinks there at the bar, some drunk guy bought em for me. Then he kissed me. Okay he was drunk and I was the only one in there with boobies who was single. Still, least I have something interesting to put on Myspace surveys now. Sunday I did my airshift at KKIQ (good one I might add), hit the gym, and moved even more boxes to the new place. Then I took a small nap, and took the family to dinner. Then I took Michelle with me to Target. Oh the fun. So yeah I'm a bit tired.
  • On another note.. I have to share this clip.. this is one of my favorite movies ever, simply because it's so retarded. LMAO



Thursday, September 20, 2007

im weird

  • TGIF folks. I am so glad it's the weekend. Ok so my weekend will be a bit busy, it's getting to be crunch time, only a week or so left to move all my crap. I'm almost done conquering the closet. I don't want to pack ALL my clothes just yet, same as with food, dishes, toiletries, blah blah. I really need to get a vanload of crap over the Goodwill or St. Vincent De Paul or something though. I swear I have like 15-20 bags of stuff taking over my place. I want to give away my bed too but first I need to buy a new one and get it to my new place. So yeah I'm stressing about the little details just a bit. Oh well, least I have 80s Jeff Goldblum movies to keep me happy. Haha. He was so cute in The Tall Guy.
  • Oh yah, wanna know something funny? Last Friday while at the Grape Festival I signed up with one of these talent agency things just to be spontaneous. I got a call back on Wednesday for some audition in Sacramento, but I had to work in San Fran that evening. Damn man, bad timing. Who knows, when they call back I can at least go in, maybe get a hookup on some headshots or something. Funky Fresh Lisa S., coming to a theater near you. LMAO
  • Other than that, nothing truly thrilling going on. I did go walking yesterday, and I plan on going this morning as well. Gotta take my dad to the doctor too. I swear I need a chauffer hat, dude.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

and so it goes....

  • Happy hump day folks. Nothing too exciting going on that I didn't mention a few days ago. I've been busy working and packing, and catching up on sleep in between. I worked in San Fran earlier tonight, and I'm working there again tomorrow evening. Extra hours don't hurt, and they need someone to man the board for the live symphony broadcast and Dane's busy. So it's me. As long as the jocks actually pay attention and listen when I count them down, everything should be fine. When they're too busy schmoozing and miss their cue, yeah it can sound bad.
  • This morning my exciting plans include grocery shopping and then going home for sleepytime. Thrilling, yes I know. Thursday I will probably go walking at the marina again and work more on packing, that's my main goal since I have like a little under 2 weeks left. Oh yeah, I had a dream that Jeff Goldblum was on Empty Nest instead of Richard Mulligan and I played the nurse lady. LMAO. Those store brand Golden Grahams gave me a sugary acid trip or something.. haha.

Monday, September 17, 2007

last weekend was jammin!

  • Had a great weekend. Friday I did the Grape Festival with Kimmie in Lodi. I ate so much crap, it was great. Cheeseburger, snickers-flavored iced mocha, funnel cake, and chocolate/vanilla softserve on a waffle cone. Oh the yummy goodness. We met some clown who resembles George W. Bush and a giant parrot. We also took interesting footage asking survey questions.. which will be revealed once the little documentary is done.. haha. All in all a great time. Saturday I worked in San Fran, then took a vanload of stuff to my new place. I have T-minus 2 weeks until I need to be outta there, so the more I move, the happier I am. I think I'll try to conquer my closet later this afternoon. Sunday I did my airshift at KKIQ (a pretty good one I may add), went to the gym, then home for just a little more housework. I'm going to be moving hella boxes/furniture in the next few weeks so I find no reason to mop the floor if it's going to be messy again anyway. Am I wrong to think this way? Plus I have like 10 bags of crap for Goodwill in the middle of the floor, kinda hard to move and mop around it.
  • I did go to the gym yesterday which is awesome. I plan on walking at the marina with Michelle after work today, and hopefully Thursday and Friday. I'm working a few extra shifts in San Fran on Tues/Wed evenings this week so I'll be kinda busy. The next few weeks will be really crazy.

Okay here's a video of Kimmie and I doing flashdance on Friday night. I get really scary when consuming sugar/caffeine.


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Friday, September 14, 2007

when will it end?

  • Yay the weekend is upon us again. My weekend will be busy, as usual. Friday I'm going to be in Lodi for the Grape Festival with Kimmie and her niece Joyce. I'll be pooped, but it'll be a blast. Saturday I'm doing my shift at KDFC, and I need to move lots of boxes to the new place. I'm hoping to actually get enough sleep on Saturday night, praying that my landlord isn't partying again. Keep your fingers crossed, people. Sunday I have my airshift @ KKIQ, hopefully working out at the gym afterward and a little housework. Then a nice long nap. I need more sleep. Especially since my favorite time of the month is here. I'm not in the best of moods.
  • Here's another reason I'm not in a good mood. I keep getting more bills from my stupid emergency room visit last month. Hospital billed me over $1400 originally, but due to discounts and my work coverage, I'm only paying a little over a hundred. Praise god. Then I got a bill for $350 from the emergency room doctor himself. The douche who said "Well maybe if you slim down your cramps won't be as severe." I believe I answered with "I've been trying to slim down but my hormones won't let me DAMMIT!!!" then he left the room. I was kinda out of it but that's pretty much what I told the guy. Moving on.. got another $50 bill from the pathologist who ran my blood work. When will the billing end? If you don't have insurance, you get screwed every which way but Sunday. I'm so glad my work covers a good chunk of it, but it still sucks.
  • Other than that, life is just peachy. Had a work dinner meeting at El Torito earlier tonight, and boy was it tasty. I was chowin down. Do I care if I was stuffing my face while my boss was talking forever? Nope. I'll post some pics next week, I need to email some out, and I'm sure I'll get pics from Victoria and Jon soon. I'm still stressed in the middle of this moving thing. Packing actually isn't too hard at all, I have maybe 70% of it done. I just need to get all my stinkin furniture moved in the next 2 weeks or so. Things will work out, it's just a tiring and stressful process.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

i dont make any sense.

  • Nothing too exciting to talk or complain about. I've been pretty busy lately with life, working a lot. Helping run errands with my folks. Moving boxes over to my new place. I went walking yesterday morning, I'm hoping to go today and Thursday too. Friday I'm not getting much sleep since I'm heading off to Lodi in the afternoon, so no exercise that day. I should be moving more boxes over to San Lorenzo tonight, I'm hoping to borrow my folks' van. I'm also going to take my folks to Dennys, I'm told. Coolness. Thursday night we're having a work dinner/meeting thing at El Torito. Free food= yay. This blog is not making sense, I apologize. Guess I'm just scatterbrained, since there's so much going on. Oh yeah, saw some Faery Tale Theater thing on Youtube with Jeff Goldblum as the Big Bad Wolf.. it's great.. LMAO. And the one with Howard Hesseman looking like the Burger King mascot, that's just grand. I love Youtube.

Monday, September 10, 2007

i hate parties

  • As always let me begin this with "Dude, I'm tired." Been up since 4:30am yesterday, not counting half dozing here at work the past 3 hours or so. I'm working a 12 hour shift and going home to do a little housework, so I won't be in sleepyland until about 1pm. Oh yes, and I'm guessing due to stress and an abundance of hormones, my face is breaking out. Oh the joy.
  • I did have a good weekend, though. For the most part. Friday night I went to Baker's Square with Michelle and did a little more DVD shopping at Rasputins. Got Transylvania 6-5000 and Powder. The first was SO CHEESY!!! Saturday I worked at KDFC, then came home and did packing/cleaning for a few hours, and had another movie marathon. I also had the pleasant surprise of finding out my landlord was having yet another party. This time at least three kids (teenage boys actually) tried to get in my place. Even me slamming the door in their faces and locking it wasn't effective since they kept knocking and turning the handle. So damn rude. That and the loud salsa music blaring forever, with random laughing made it virtually impossible to fall asleep. I ended up blasting the classical station on my digital cable almost full blast to drown em out. When I left the house at 5am Sunday morning, the party was still going on. What the hell? Now you see why I want to move. I did my airshift at KKIQ that morning, then went to Kimmie's for a 7 hour bad movie marathon. We watched Return To Oz, Transylvania 6-5000, Mannequin, and Harry and the Hendersons. What a selection. I barely got here in time from Lodi due to stupid traffic in Stockton. Boo. So my weekend was fun, but I hate my landlord right now. The End.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

hahaha

  • I'm so glad it's the weekend, lemme tell ya. Maybe I'll get more sleep. I kinda got enough sleep yesterday. Had to go to a jock meeting (free pizza for lunch and 1 1/2 hrs pay!) and by the time I got home and went back to sleep it was like 2pm. I ended up getting about 7 hours total, between the morning and afternoon. I'm not nearly as stressed out as I was a few days ago. Things are starting to come together.
  • This weekend should be fun though. Tonight I have no idea what I'm doing, hopefully it involves sleep. I got my new license plate and registration, I need to borrow Cathy so she can put it on my car sometime in the next few days. I'm not too handy with tools. Saturday morning I'm working at KDFC and then I'm going to be moving some things, so I'll be busy. Sunday I'm working at KKIQ then hangin out with Kimmie in Lodi for the afternoon. Sunday night I'm working 12 hours at Family Radio, and by 11am on Monday, I'll be very pooped. Whoo my schedule's a bit cramped. Just slightly.

This is for you Cathy...




Oooooh baby. Hahahahaha!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

I am hardcore

  • I am just beyond tired right now. It's so hard to sleep at home. I run errands for my folks and often don't get into bed until noon, and by 4pm there are screaming kids outside my door while I sleep. Well try to sleep anyway. I'm leading myself down the path to another almost breakdown. I won't let it happen, though. In about a month, I'll be living somewhere else. Not too far away from where I am now. I'll still be helping out my parents with errands in the mornings, working the same hours, blah blah. I just need a place where I can actually get sleep, more than 4 hours at a time. I'll have one respectful roommate, who won't be screaming outside my bedroom door at 4pm or having wild parties on the weekends when I'm actually home. Moving is always stressful as we all know, but it'll be worth it when I can actually sleep. It'll also be nice to have more than one room, and not have a washer/dryer in my bedroom/living room/kitchen/you get the idea. Now to a few of you this is a surprise, but oh well I don't like telling everyone everything. I'm at my breaking point where it's either move or go insane.
  • I haven't really exercised much since Sunday afternoon, but I've been busy working and such. Gotta do groceries in the morning after work then my mom needs to see the doctor, she's sick. Then I'm maybe doing lunch with Lorie. I'm hoping to make it to the marina to go walking tomorrow and Friday morning for sure. I was going to work a 12 hr shift Wed nite/Thurs morning but that got canceled. See how complicated my schedule can be?
  • Wanna know something else? I actually look forward to work. So I can forget about my stressful life for 8 hours, and have some peace and quiet. Maybe I'm asking for too much in life. I'm not asking God to give me perfection, that doesn't exist. I'd just like to be able to work, help out my folks, and go home and sleep. That is sleep 7-8 hours. Not sleep a few hours and be awakened by screaming children and hammering outside. And like 5 phone calls. And my older sister coming over to bring me cucumbers. I've got to think about it like this, God doesn't give us what we want, he gives us what we need, what we can handle. Apparently I'm hardcore since I'm handling this much shit.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Dr. Sexypants.. hahaha

  • Boy am I pooped. It's just one of those long weekends. Okay for most people that is a good thing. For me, it means lots of work. Holidays = more shifts. I picked up an extra shift in San Fran later today from 11am-5pm, then I'm going to dinner with Davina and Lorie, who I haven't seen in forever. So when am I sleeping? I may half doze here for a few hours, then sleep a few hours at home after work, then maybe a few hours in the evening. This time tomorrow I will be exhausted. Oh well, I do need the dough.
  • I did have a good weekend, it's just been busy. Friday night I bought a few crappy movies at Rasputins, and watched Jurassic Park: The Lost World since it has Jeff Goldblum and I'm on a Jeff Goldblum kick lately. Why, I'm not sure. Saturday morning I worked @ KDFC, then home for an hour or so before Noelle picked me up to go to Family Values. That was a rock concert featuring Korn and Evanescence. Luckily Noelle drove and had VIP parking (very worth the $20). I will have pics up in the next few days, right now I'm pressed for time so they'll have to wait a while. So I got home from the concert around midnight, but my landlord was having a FAT party for his 5 year old's bday, lots of music, food and LOUD people. Right outside my bedroom door. *sigh* I did fall asleep miraculously, and got 4 hours sleep. Sunday morning I did my airshift at KKIQ (had to be there before 6am), then went to the gym, and home to do housework. After that I took my parents on errands to OSH, Big 5, and Walmart. Got home around 5ish and of course my landlord was partying again. I managed to mentally block out the loud music and screaming children and sleep for 4 more hours before getting up and making dinner. So here I am at work, kinda tired. Tired is my word of the week.


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Thursday, August 30, 2007

just takin it easy

  • I am SOOOO tired right now. Yes I love hot weather, but not when I'm trying to sleep in the middle of the day. I didn't get to bed until noon yesterday since I was walking at the marina, picking up my presciption at Longs, buying groceries, buying another fan for my mother, and making a Starbucks run. I woke up around 5 and TJ came over, we had stuff to discuss. Then TJ, Cathy and I ended up going to dinner at Texas Roadhouse (hella good, FYI). Then I got home, showered, and tried to go back to sleep for a few more hours. Wasn't happening. My place is like a sauna, as some of you know. Ugh. I'm supposed to go to a jock meeting in the morning, but if I'm still pooped I may just skip. I'm the only weekender who goes anyway. Though I would miss the one hour of pay and free lunch. I'll see how I'm feeling. I have to run by the bank and get gas after work but hopefully I'll be in bed by 8am.
  • My health is okay I guess. No more horrendous woman problems, those are done for at least 3 weeks or so.. haha. I do have awful allergies so I've spent the last 3 days honking my nose. Yesterday I had terrible post-nasal drip and ended up puking in the shower. Thought I'd share. That and I almost puked while we were out at dinner. I'm feeling so exhausted and shaky right now from lack of sleep it's not even funny. I swear I'm not a hypochondriac, but my body just doesn't like me lately. I think I need to SLOW DOWN on things a bit.. God's been giving me hints.. obviously.
  • Oh yeah, and I apologize for doing like 12 surveys last night. I was catching up from the weekend, and hey my job is boring. Haha.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

guess who's back, back again

  • Yes I am back.. better than ever. In case you don't know.. no I didn't go to L.A. this last weekend. I fell ill on Thursday and spent 7 hours in the San Leandro Hospital ER. Now I won't go on about details of why I was there. Let's just say it was woman issues, I was in lots of pain and lost a substantial amount of blood. Enough to go into shock. A few good things came out of this. I lost 5 lbs over the weekend, and my blood pressure is much lower. I could go on about where I got poked/prodded, and how much it hurt, but that's too much for my male readers. Haha.
  • I am disappointed that I didn't go to SoCal, but I figure God does stuff for a reason. I got a lot of rest, I'll tell you that. And I'm sick of Dukes of Hazzard, Sunset Tan and MTV's Making The Band with grown 20 something ghettofabulous men crying when they don't make the cut. I also watched Beethoven's 3rd, 4th and 5th. A lot of Judge Reinhold. Oh and the movie Night Shift with Henry Winkler playing a dork, Michael Keaton in a loincloth, and Shelley Long playing a hooker. Now that was lovely. I also learned that Burt Bacharach wrote "That's What Friends Are For". Interesting.
  • I did spend some extra time with my folks this weekend, which was good. Took my parents and Michelle to dinner at Dennys on Saturday night, and on Sunday I took them to Newpark Mall. My mom got me some new flipflops and sneakers. Nice since I only had 2 pairs of shoes anyway. My flipflops are almost worn completely down. Thanks Payless Shoe Source for your buy 1 get 1 free sale!
  • I haven't been to the gym or exercising since last Tuesday, which sucks. I am planning on going walking with Michelle most of this week. I need to get back in the groove.
  • Oh yeah one more thing. Neither the ER doctor nor my gynocologist could find anything "wrong". Just heavy bleeding. More probs next month may warrant further investigations into the mystery of what I call my uterus.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

my uterus is being taken over by an alien being

:)

  • This is my last blog before my mini-vacation in SoCal this weekend. I'm leaving on Thursday evening. I'm excited.. not trying to spend lots of dough, but I do need to get away. Sometimes I think I get in over my head with all my jobs and personal responsibilities. So I like to reward myself. Probably too much. Oh well.
  • So I went to the gym on Tuesday morning. I probably won't be hitting the gym again until next week. Michelle and I plan on doing the groceries right after I leave work today, which is fine. I'm having the cramps from hell anyway.
  • Things are looking good besides that. I may make an announcement soon about decisions I made, once things are set in stone, and I tell people that need to be told. Nothing scary or traumatizing, I promise. Just some of you are a little overreactive. You know who you are.
:(
  • Like I mentioned before, I have the cramps from hell. I've never doubled over and seen black spots before, but I did today. In my car. Not cool. I was really tempted to call in sick, but didn't for several good reasons. It is hard to find someone to cover my shift on short notice. No one likes overnight shifts. Also, I'm not a big weinee. Unless I'm physically dying, I go to work. I'm just that way. Now if my boss comes in at 5:30 and I still feel like crap I may go home early and use an hour or so of sick pay. But that is it. I am hardcore. I have never in my life been in this much pain. Except toothaches.. but this is second place.

Monday, August 20, 2007

short work week!

yay

  • My work week will be a little shorter, since I'm leaving for SoCal on Thursday evening. I know I'm going to have a blast. I need a getaway, and I love Disneyland. I also have never been to San Diego, let alone Seaworld or the San Diego Zoo, so this will be awesome.
  • My weekend was pretty okay. Friday night I stayed home and watched lots of TV, and ended up going to bed nice and early. Got 9 hours of sleep actually. On Saturday I worked at KDFC, and that evening I went to the baseball game with Sandi. We lost to Kansas City 7-3. BOOOOO. Still was fun, and afterward we went for ice cream at Clancys. I love their peppermint fudge. Sunday I worked @ KKIQ (kept screwing up, ugh), went to the gym, did housework, and napped off/on. Right now I'm at work doing a 12 hour shift. I'm happy to do it, because I really need the extra dough.
  • I won't be working out too much this week. Tuesday and Wednesday morning I'll probably go walking with Michelle, that's about it. I'm sure I'll be doing lots of walking over the weekend in Anaheim and San Diego anyway.
  • I was worried/stressed about crap for the last week or two, but my noggin finally kicked in and I realized that I have nothing to worry about. I'm so silly sometimes.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Amen

:)

  • Yay weekend time again! Not too many things going on, I'm trying to save my money since I'm going out of town next weekend, and other things may be transpiring soon too. Saturday I am going to the A's game, so yay!!! The rest of my weekend will be pretty routine. Staying close to home, watching movies or whatever. Lots of time to relax. Oh yeah and working parttime too, that's very important. I need that money. LOL
  • I skipped walking at the marina yesterday, but both Michelle and I were exhausted. That and we had to do the grocery shopping/run other errands anyway. And I had to be up in the early afternoon to tend to some business so I wanted sleep. We're going walking this morning, and I'm sure I'll hit up the gym on Sunday afternoon. So I'm pluggin along.
:(
  • Nothing too excitingly negative to report, really. But I always try to make positive/negative comments about my life. Helps myself and others realize that life ain't perfect. There's always a positive, always a negative. I think sometimes I worry about money and such, and that's a good time to turn to God. Actually anytime is a good time for God. Especially when worrying or stressing about stuff. So ya know what? If you don't agree with Christianity, don't read this section I guess. LOL I'm putting it all on God's shoulders, giving him my burdens and stresses. He always has the right answer. Amen.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

everyone remembers lisa

yay

  • The past couple days have been okay. Nothing too important going on that I can think of. I did walk a few miles at the marina yesterday, and I'm planning on going today, Thursday and Friday as well. It's pretty fun, and beats the monotony of the gym. I do visit the gym on Sunday afternoons, and whenever it's raining or Michelle doesn't feel like walking.
  • Yesterday I was taking my parents' car to be repaired, and since we had to wait an hour and a half, Michelle and I decided to go to Marina Square across the street for coffee and browsing various stores. I ran into 2 people at Starbucks, it was so funny. Noelle was there with a coworker sitting outside, and Mr. Milo my high school P.E. teacher was behind me in line. He recognized me before I even noticed. "Sovulewskiiiiiii!" Then he gave me a hug. Freakin funny. How he remembered me 10 years later, I have no idea. LOL
  • Actually got enough sleep yesterday too. Went to bed at noon, woke up several times for phone calls and Michelle coming over to check email.. but finally woke up a little after 9pm. Man it was refreshing to get enough sleep. Guess my body needed it.
:(
  • Nothing too bad going on at all. A few of you have questioned me quietly about my "decision", and I have let you know. It's not such a big deal actually. Just I don't want to disclose it yet due to some people who like to overreact. Plus nothing is set in stone anyway.

Friday, August 10, 2007

i frustrate myself sometimes

yay

  • Weekend is pretty much here. The week didn't seem to go fast enough for me, anyway. I guess my fulltime job tends to be monotonous, and when I'm not at work I always have somewhere to go, something to do. At least on weekends I can unwind in front of the TV or go out with friends if I want. I've received two offers for tonight (going out that is), and I'm not sure what I'll do. "Hyphy" bowling @ Manor Bowl with Elida and some guy she wants me to meet, or Noelle wants me to hit up the Saddlerack with her. Since I have to get up at 5am on Saturday, I'm not sure about either.
  • I have been gettin my "exercise" on, don't you worry. I've been walking at the San Leandro Marina most of the week. Okay it was only on Tuesday-Thursday mornings so far. I'll go again this morning, probably only walking a mile or so. Then I have to take my parents van to the dealership.. door on glove compartment fell off. How it did.. I have no idea. All I know is I'm taking it to be fixed.
ugh
  • Nothing too negative.. I haven't had a weight rant in a while and I don't think this will turn into a rant. This was too funny.. I was at Petsmart looking at the poor kitties up for adoption, and this little lady walks in looking at them with her small kids. There was this one large black/white kitty who was like 15-20 lbs, huge guy. Well she goes, "Wow that is one FAT KITTY!!" then quickly looks over at me and quietly goes "Oh I'm sorry". It took everything in me not to bust out laughing. She was so sincere too, I knew she wasn't insulting. Obviously she thought I was a bigger person (well duh I am), but why she thought I'd be offended by her pointing at some fat kitty, I'll never know. Freakin hilarious though. Why am I putting this in my negative section? Well I guess any acknowledgment of my chunkiness, regardless of humor involved kinda sucks. It's like yes I accept myself, at the same time it's like damn. I thought I was doing good with my diet/wishful weight loss but I'm still thought of as "fat" by the general public. So it still kinda sucks in a way. Does anyone get what I'm saying? Guess I'm just odd the way my mind works sometimes.
  • Then earlier tonight Noelle and I were having a discussion about my eating habits, and she did note that when I go out on weekends I tend to eat lavish desserts, which throw off my previous good eating during the week. This is true. I try to eat between 1200-1500 cal a day. I have meat and veggies for dinner, lots of fruit/veggies throughout my day (or night rather), a nonfat yogurt, and later after I exercise I eat shredded wheat bran (or occasionally eat a moderately healthy breakfast if I go out with a friend). On the weekends, I don't go nuts, but I live a little. Or I guess I live a lot. I need to stop it. I have nonfat ice cream at home. Restaurants have free bread. I miss bread. So I eat it when I go out. *sigh*

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

i've been a bad bad girl

yay

  • The past few days have been pretty normal. Monday I worked in San Fran and then Oakland, barely made it on time. That was thanks to BART running 10 minutes late and being full of Giants fans. Boo. I really had to fart on the train but didn't since it was crowded and stuffy. Since I don't care for the Giants, I should have ripped a nice ripe SBD. Haha.
  • Well I did go walking at the San Leandro Marina with Michelle yesterday morning. Walked 2 miles, and saw a good family friend Jerry Pickett. He's been friends with my dad long before I was born. Real nice guy. I'm planning on doing more walking this morning, probably only a mile since Happy has a vet appointment kinda early. (he's my parents' dog) Yes I still go to the gym, but for the past week or so Michelle has wanted to go walking, and I'm encouraging her 110%. Might as well keep up the momentum as long as possible.
  • I was kind of a bad girl last night and went to Outback Steakhouse with Amy. There was bread, and a bloomin onion appetizer, and I had chicken with wild rice, veggies, and caesar salad. So I ate carbs galore. I'm still exercising, and I think I'll just eat lots of veggies tonight, do lots of exercise and pray for the best. Oh yeah we went to the 99 Cent store too.. I got a few cow drinking glasses, alphabet magnets, an Arthur plate (the cartoon on PBS, the anteater.. anyway), sugarless chewing gum, sugarfree mints, and ice cream. Don't worry it expires next year. Not exactly lowfat ice cream but it was $1. If I die from eating 99 Cent store ice cream, someone sue Breyers. Thanks.
  • I still have that freakin Tim Curry song stuck in my head, so it's my profile song now.. in case you didn't notice.. hahaha.

Monday, August 06, 2007

fun weekend!

yay

  • I had one heck of a good weekend, dude. I am beyond tired, but what else is new? Let's see on Friday night I stayed home, chilled out and watched TV, and went to bed at a relatively decent hour. Saturday was pretty interesting. I worked at KDFC, then took my parents to Walgreens and KFC. After that I went to Grace's brother Stephen's house and watched baby Joey while Fern, Grace and Stephen worked on a ramp for his porch. Afterwards we went out for korean BBQ with Grace's parents. It was really good, and it's like 30 sec away from my house. I'm going to have to go to that place again soon. Later on I took Michelle to Clancy's for ice cream. Yes I'm bad. Oh well it was the weekend. On Sunday morning I worked at KKIQ, then went to Lodi. Kimmie's friend Tony had a little pingpong thing going on at a bar called Mojos. Didn't have many people, but we got free tacos and chilled there for a few hours. Afterward I got us ice cream from Coldstone Creamery. At her house we watched Breakin, then went for Jack in Da Crack for dinner, then we watched The Worst Witch starring Mrs. Garrett from the Facts Of Life and Tim Curry. So hilarious. Dude this is the best part of the WHOLE MOVIE..