ARRGH

I totally pissed off my homegirl tonight. I blew some steam that I've needed to blow for a while. Whenever I talk to her on the phone, she is always distracted by her mom or TV, and never hears half of what I say. I always get tempted to hang up. She is close to her mom, and tells her EVERYTHING. Sometimes I don't feel like sharing my convo vicariously with her mommmy. I want to talk to her.

Also, I don't have any other friends that ask me where I'm at or what I'm doing everyday. I'm 26 years old. I answer to no one. My parents don't care what I do, because I'm an adult. Adults do what they want. Duh. It just drives me freakin nuts. Lord I'm sorry for goin off on my close friend, but she keeps wanting to hang out and I had to tell her what was on my mind. If she lets me be myself and live my own life and stops buggin, everything will be fine. If we have to run our plans by her mommy, it sucks. Her mom is a great person, but I'd commit suicide if I had to live with her. I really don't think she'd let me listen to music at 3am loudly or drink a few shots of rum on my night off. It makes me shake just thinking about it. ARRRGH

Living for God is tough

I am really going to try to follow God and live for him. It's so tough, though. I don't want to go to hell. I don't want to make God angry. I'm a liar, a thief, a blasphemer, and an adulteress. I am just as bad as a murderer in God's eyes. I'm sorry God. I just keep messing up. I'm asking for your forgiveness today and praying you will give me strength to stay on the right path. It's so hard when some of my best friends have different religious beliefs. I don't want to lose them. So long as I stay strong to what I believe in I should be okay. Lord help me.

This morning several people annoyed the heck out of me at work. Thank you for helping me keep my cool and not go crazy.

Also, thank you God for not allowing me to break any bones today on the jungle gym thingy. That was scary falling on my booty and leg. But it helped me realize you are watching out for me and my life is in your hands. I will try to stay on the right path, I promise Lord. Amen

I got a new phone

I got a new phone. Cingular screwed me over.. my Razor broke and they said it would take a week to 2 weeks to fix my phone. Meanwhile they wouldn't give me a loaner phone, and said if I wanted something I could buy a $20 phone for $200. I decided they were insane and now I"m going with T-mobile. I have a Sidekick 3. They are worth so much money, every store is selling them fast.



Other than that, nothing much exciting. I went to the ballgame tonight and we lost to the Red Sox 13-5. Terrible. On Monday night we lost 7-3. Maybe we'll have good luck later today. It's root beer float day plus $1 hot dogs. It's also Tricia's first baseball game. We'll probably lose, but oh well. It will be fun. Afterwards I'm going home and going back to bed, LOL. Thursday should be normal, I'll go to the gym after work, come home and clean, sleep, and maybe hang with Cathy and stuff.

Water Fight!!

Man I'm sleepy, I don't know why.. oh well. I did eat a bigass meal at Dennys this evening with my folks and Amy.. and I had a chocolate milkshake. Bad Lisa!!! Oh well. Afterwards we had an hourlong water fight in front of my parents' house. Sean came over too, we all soaked each other. See?

Stinky getting squirted
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Mom aiming at the camera


Cathy's action shot


Taking a shower


I lost the water fight

My tire sucks

Don't know what to talk about today. I still feel like a fatass, even though I need to buy new shorts. Even with a belt on the tightest notch they keep falling off. I guess that's a good sign. It's my fat gut that I hate. And my double chin that I've had for years. Can't wait to get rid of that fat. I was kinda bad today, this morning I had poptarts before bed and i had some lite ice cream after my spanish rice and grilled chicken for breakfast/dinner this evening. Right now I'm drinking some cinnamon spice tea. It kicks ass. I just gotta keep up the good work. I got nothing accomplished today. I was supposed to go with Cathy to have my tire looked at, but she decided to hang with her boyfriend. I filled my tire with air at the gas station and it looked somewhat better. Ill check it out in the morning. If it still looks way low I'll take it to Wheelworks after the gym in the morning. Later that night I'm supposed to go see Christy's new baby with Noelle, I'm gonna have one busy day.

Whew that was some paragraph.

Frustration + fun photos anyway

Oh lordy.. I just don't know what I'm gonna do with him. He is driving me fucking bananas. Pardon my french, folks. I try to talk some sense into that boy and he just goes on about all the bad stuff that has happened to him. He just needs to overcome his obstacles. I even suggested that he go to a church or something, to talk to a pastor. Maybe he's not religious now, but at least a pastor can listen to his problems and try to get him some help that he needs. Maybe he will see the light and realize that God does love him. Unfortunate stuff keeps happening to him, but God is REALLY testing him. Seriously. I told him in 10 years he'll be writing his autobiography and telling his rags to riches story, just like Oprah. That kind of helped him feel better. I'm just at my wits end. All I can do is pray for God to step in and lead him down a better path. Anyone that's reading this, you probably know who I'm talking about. Even if you don't like the dude, send God a shout out for him. Please.

Other that that crap, life has been okay. I met my parents and Michelle for dinner today at Dennys. When I walked in the waitress was like, "Lisa, why are you late? Your parents are here."

So funny. You know, I'm gonna post some funny pics on here just to lighten things up.

We like lighting stuff on fire.


Me and my Cathypoo


This is Cathy's ass.


Cathy the crackhead.


Cathy on wheels.


Amy peekin on Stuart at the gas station.


Crazy Sean


Turbokitty with his brand new collar. He's so proud of himself.


Turbokitty having fun with his toys. Little spoiled brat.

I lost more weight!!

I am down to 216 lbs!! That's 14 lbs so far!!! In 2 1/2 months that aint shabby. All I did was eat smaller portions, drink more tea and water, and not eat as much bad crap. I'm not eliminating the foods I love.. if I do that I'll probably go insane. Just moderation is my key. :)

I slept too damn much

Today I've been a lazyass. I slept 10 hours. 10 HOURS!!! That's a lot for me. Then I got up, took a shower, did some dishes and made dinner. I had no one to hang out with and I didn't feel like leaving the house so I watched VH1's I Love The 70s II all evening until I got ready for work.

When I got to work, there was a styrofoam cup I kept here with a teabag and I told Brad a few days ago that I was going to use it when I got back. When I got here, it was gone. Made me kinda pissed because now I can't have my nightly cup of tea. Oh well, Diet Pepsi it is.

I hope tommorrow I can hang out with Cathy and Amy. We haven't hung out in weeks. I love living alone, but sometimes Turbo's company is not enough. See, on weekdays I love spending time with friends, since I'm well rested. On weekends, I'm busy working both jobs and everyone wants to hang with me, and I'm hella tired. It sucks how that works out. I enjoyed being alone this evening, but I wish I could have gotten drunk. Too bad I had to work. :(

Other than that the last few days have been fine. I got to the gym on Tuesday morning finally. I'm probably going again right after work. I was gonna go do my 80s show but screw it. I'm not paying the college to do my show. I get paid 50+ hrs a week to work in radio, why waste my hardearned money to do a show at a crappy college station? I feel much better now. I'm sure I'll feel better after I hit the gym and go hang with my buddies tommorrow. :)

I need to get right with God and stop being nasty

Today I went with my parents and sister to Dennys. I had sirloin steak, green beans, rice pilaf, and a side salad, and an iced tea. Later I took Michelle and my mom to Petsmart and Turbokitty finally got a new collar, his was getting way too small. He's a big boy now. He also got a cute little mat to put his food and water dishes on. He's such a spoiled little kitty friend.

Later we went to Borders Express @ Southland and my mom got me a copy of The Message//Remix by Eugene H Peterson. It's supposed to be really good, and I'm trying to get back into the swing of things by reading the Bible more often. I am so straying away from God and it's not even funny. Especially over the last year or so. I don't have time to go to church like I should, but I should at least try to get right with God. This is a first step.

I've done so many bad things, like the whole fornication thing. Also, I do cuss like a sailor and so does everyone I know, well almost everyone. I think the whole sex thing is probably the worst. Besides my very liberal thoughts on homosexuality and all that.

See, I see myself as a stuck in the middle Christian. All the hardcore Christians I know seem like aliens to me. Seriously. Not to put any of you down. I just don't feel I belong with them. I'm like way too human. It's like they're faultless. I know everyone is sinner, everyone is. But sometimes it's like "Whoa man, these Christian folks have such great willpower, and are so nice, it's scary!"

I'm not nearly as bad a person as lots of folks I know. Only God can really judge me on that anyway, but many of my friends have a lot more drug/alchohol use, promiscuity, and horrific language just in their day to day lives.

I have a great relationship with my parents, I'm pretty much abstinent for the time being. I try not to talk smack about others. BUT..... I have sex on the brain a lot.. I've had sex on my mind since I hit puberty at age 12.. LOL. How can I just stop thinking about sex? I'm not like a sex addict. I don't have sex 24-7. I just think about it at least once a day. I can be nice, I can read my Bible, memorize verses, quit cussin, stop drinking... but giving up my nasty thoughts.. oh man... How do I give up these thoughts?? Any suggestions??

Had an okay weekend so far...

I've some interesting experiences the last few days:

Good stuff:
Got to meet real life Tinkerbell.
She gave me a free autographed picture, and was HELLA nice.
Trish Bell said I did a good job on my first daytime airshift.
Jheri Stewart said I also did great.
Got to watch Beethoven's 3rd and 4th, and Ruthless People, all starring the sexyass Judge Reinhold.

Bad Stuff:
I accidentally overslept after a nappy and got to work 8 min late.
I was a bad girl and had lunch at IN and Out with Cathy.
I ate a Chocolate Poptart and some banana cream pudding, bad Lisa.
Think I'm starting to get sick with what Stinky had, I've been hacking green crap and I have a headache.
I haven't been to the gym in like a week, I'm awful.
My car insurance company sent me some notice saying I didn't make my payment, but it was recieved last Wed and posted on Friday. They can't say shit. I'm gonna have to call and be an asshole on Monday morning.

Had a good day

The last few days have been pretty okay, let's see the good and bad stuff...

Good Stuff:
Had a great shift at KKIQ yesterday morning.
Cute guys called in with requests, like Backstreet Boys.
Found Beethoven 5 pack of movies at Borders, had to buy due to Judge Reinhold in it, cuz he's so damn hot.
Had fun with Cathy, Amy and Sean this evening lighting sparklers and tormenting Turbokitty.
Finally got 9 hours of sleep yesterday, believe me I needed it.

Not so good stuff:
Yuriy can't switch with me so I'm not sure if I can permanantly do those overnights at KKIQ. :(
Johnny the janitor dropped something off his roof on my car and scraped it.. he buffed most of it out, but it still sucks booty.
I think I may be coming down with what Michelle had last week.. I'm overdosing on Vitamin C and drinking lots of green tea, trying to boost my immune system.
Still way nervous about Saturday morning.

How it went...

This is how my day went:

Positive stuff:
Finally met Joe from Traffic.com, he boardops at Max now, LOL.
My boss here is hella juiced because I'm staying instead of moving.
The new board op at KDFC looks like the dad from That 70s Show. LMAO
I get to do an airshift at KKIQ tommorrow night!! Yay!!

Negative crap:
I got one hour of sleep in the morning, and 4 hours in the evening. Not much.
Had weirdass dreams while sleeping, had me waking up trying to see if I really was awake.
Kept having to poo way too much at KDFC, must be those damn carrots I ate.. lots of em.

Don't wanna be a boob

I had a pretty okay weekend. For many this is a holiday weekend, but not to me, I'm in radio. LOL I'm already kinda tired, and I had a shitty day yesterday, well sort of.

Positive things this weekend:
Got new stereo for car
Did some serious housework
Got drunk on Friday night, watching Beverly Hills Cop II
Learned lots from Tricia about fill-in I'm doing this Saturday morning at KKIQ.
I may get to do overnight shifts on a regular basis there if I can rearrange things. :)
Added more music to Itunes finally.

Negative Things:
Internet didn't work at MAX FM yesterday. 5 hours of reading Time Magazine and texting folks out of boredom. UGh
Woke up late for work tonight.
Turbo's litterbox was NASTY!
Stupid Manny really ran up the phone bill the last few weeks he had his phone and now I have to pay the extra fees. Asshole!!!
Kinda nervous about Saturday's airshift, hope I don't sound like a boob.